Momentum...

I went for a cycle this evening, was a great time, chasing after bikers at East Coast Park, going at a top speed which i love the most when the wind blows at my face. What freedom! Gaining momentum to be at a constant speed to race with other bikers, friendly racing, catching up with each other, speeding off and changing gears remain the key moment that define the momentum. Learning to lap over each other without causing anyone injure is called Skill! =). I like~

One thing that i learnt from cycling tonight and throughout this season of mourning, which is to gain momentum, learning to cope with the death of my loved one. Learning to take one day at a time, but more importantly, each day is a surrender to God. Each day remind me of God's faithfulness. Each day has a new meaning for me. Each moment is a choice of surrendering.

I need to gain momentum for both spiritually and physically, learning to cope with this death. Even in these time of pain and lost, waking up in the middle of the night one night, realized that i am in tears, acknowledging that i miss my dad. What's new right?! =).

Momentum, what a word. O Lord, grant me the momentum i badly need for my studies, physically, emotionally and more importantly, spiritually. Grant me thy strength, wisdom, insights as i speak on Friday and Saturday for a youth camp. Let thy presence be felt through the preaching of Your word as You are the one who is speaking and not me. Let the cross be preached where love, compassion, grace and mercy is found through your living word through the life of David. Amen.